first... i saw the post-it on my desk... one with your handwriting... and i thought... i will never get to see them again... those little scribbles which looks as if they are made by children... it was instantaneous- the recognition... even when it was half covered by other post-its...
then i saw the christmas card you gave me... it was huge... so it stood out among my files... i read it... re-read to be accurate....because i want to see your words..
fool that i am, because it cause my mascara to run. there is a full page of your feelings for me, then. it has only been so recently... dec 24... but man what a big change... i really cant believe it... i dont know how this change was brought about... why do i feel so hurt? why so sad when i know the future will be better and brighter for me?
am i sad for you? because i realise more clearly than you, what you have lost? how much you have lost? or for me, for us, for what we have lost? i know i lost much... but with the same knowingness, i know i will gain much more...
i cannot say the same for you..i honestly dont know. but i pray to god, you dont get your comeuppance. please make wiser decision next time... and please dont go breaking more hearts... rather, let your heart be the one broken... because it is better not to hurt and harm.
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