Tangled & Untangling

i met up with Actswomen. Paik was MIA... Ivan must be too busy like he always is. We celebrated Elaine's belated bday at Aston @The Cathay with just a simple dinner and then we went for drinks at Giraffe. along with wishing Elaine the very best things in life, we celebrated (or at least, most of us did) becoming single again. Being single, is definitely NOT part of so called 'best things in life' in my opinion. it is simply a phase in life... just like being attached. until i meet the right one... everything will be just a prelude to that finale, preludes- good and bad.

We(Actsmen) have known each other since our first year in University.. and we have always been together since then. They are truly and really the reasons why i love SMU. People. people who i have met and love because of my attending this particular university. they are the reasons why i will never regret attending SMU.

Unlike what everyone thought… I did not head home after Giraffe. Took a detour and watched a show at Cathay-Battle at Seattle. It is a show that I thought require a little more mental power than I had then… hahaha. But still, it was an interesting show. Plus, I had an engaging company. haha

Anyways, I didn’t get to drive because my car is at the repair shop… scratched and dented my car (slightly). So, its going to come out from my pocket. Shucks. But i have to be responsible right? So, I will collect my car on Tues (maybe) and be $330 poorer. Eekk!

I had work today, after a great lunch of lobster porridge. Haha. Worked from 12.30 to 4pm.. but I didnt have to do much. Mainly, i chatted with my boss (haha… he ain’t your typical boss…). Anyway, he was telling me that I really need some Confidence pills hahaha… and he told me, that he sensed angst in me… hahaha… I don’t know if he is right… im quite happy with the world ard me… BUT I am also a v conflicted person.

Whatever it is, I have to sort myself out ASAP. I don’t want to lose myself.. and I know I am so close, so close to that!

Grace. O, U & T.