the breaking of a dam is normally associated with... literally.... a dam overflowing or breaking under the force/pressure of the water... duh right...
it could also mean.... an emotional upheaval, resulting in tears or outbursts.... that is what i mean... i have been reduced to such a state many a times these short months.... i know... i havent write alot... that is because i dont want to burden you - family and frens with my frustrations and misgivings... it is a typical asian behavior to not air dirty laundry (there is a lot of that) here.
i am disturb by the extent of pathetic character of some of the people here (in my office). the word here is "pathetic", not simply "bad" or "weak"... and if you know me.... people and relationships mean the most to me....that are some things... i can put up with.. and even live with... but people who lack virtues? who lack ethics? who lack heart? i had enough... it is said that the 7 closest people around you shape you... so do forgive me if i decide to get out before you could rob me and corrupt me of my goodness (even if you think i have little or it is just a weakness)
so, that is for now....(decided to write a little after another tearful event)... for the whole truth and nothing but the truth.... well... im not sure if i will end up writing that... unless...i have reasons too- another interpretation of Break the dam!
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