At first, but now I leave all in your hands

With Lindsey tucked under my chin, 1 of my pillows supporting my arms, I type my my mini keyboard on my phone.

I am going mad, I must be because my free time is nerve wreakingly stressed out. Yes, I get weak in my limbs, feel hot when the temp is normal and worse still I think Despair have me on her speeddial. I drown myself in loud music, company of close frens n relatives, tore thr books like they are all going to be burnt tomorrow. I fear I must be quite mad and my body seems to reflect my mental n emotional state like a polished metal plate.

I just want happiness n peace, health and maybe love from someone right for me. But why is this so hard? N why am I feeling so terrible? God, would u please save me? I can't do this on my own, and I think I have done what I can, it is all in ur hands now, can you please, please please take my burden away and just work out my problems in your design.

Head splitting and heart clenching.

- Posted on my trusty ifone :)