Sunday, August 30, 2009

not my last words.. but close?

there are days i cant shake the demons off me. like the last few nights when i live my unconcious hours in a state of unknown fear and confusion. have been having chest pain for 2 days... today... i check my heart rate... and it is racing even when i try to nap...

i dont know what is getting me so crazy but i do know that i am so happy to meet you all. So glad to see you all even if it is only for a short time - Actsman. We were 8, then Paik went MIA... now Shihui seldom join us... so it is 6...

Whatever it is... i am glad i have friends like all of you.. even if i dont deserve you all.. i want you all to know i dun want to lose anymore of you k. Shihui if you see this... pls join us more often k? Paik? are u there, at all?

love.

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