death & marriages

Yishun is surrounded by death n marriages. Just a couple of blks away I hear the unmistakable hits of ceremonial cymbols downing out the lively music of a Malay wedding. And 2 carparks away another set of funeral and wedding is taking place. I guess everyday such things happen, some good things happen to some and some bad things happen to others. There is never perfection maybe bec if it did occur, we will not try harder/ we will have nothing to look forward to. So, today may be a day to sleep away but it leads to a tomorrow more worth living than today. And maybe that is how life works.

Met up old friends the last few days and feel so full to the brim with all the care n love we share and had so much lol moments with them despite gloom news that 1 may be leaving sg. And another planned to do so later on. I rem so clearly how I wish when I was younger to not lose my friends. To keep as many as I can when I grow up and I guess I am v right that such can only happen with the help of higher power. While friendship is for eternalty, friends may not be. They form part of our lives but may not be there at the end to see us off. I guess everyone will play their part in the grand plan of things but I wish we all stay together from beginning to end. While I know it is naive of me to wish so, I will hold to any shred of hope that it can happen.

On the last note, I want say thank you for all the love u have showered me. All the patience with my nutty ways and most of all, all the time u have allocated to me. I mean, we all have other more pressing things to do, errands to run, money to make?but u have always managed to make (seriously), conoct time and space in ur hearts for me.

- Posted on my trusty ifone :)