Monday, June 29, 2009

Pride & Prejudice

Mr Darcy

"I cannot fix on the hour, or the look, or the words, which laid the foundation. It is too long ago. I was in the middle before I knew that I had begun." -When asked by Elizabeth on when he first knew he loved her.

In vain I have struggled. It will not do. My feelings will not be repressed. You must allow me to tell you how ardently I admire and love you." -Mr Darcy to Elizabeth

"Nothing is more deceitful," said Darcy, "than the appearance of humility. It is often only carelessness of opinion, and sometimes an indirect boast."

Elizabeth Bennet

"I am only resolved to act in that manner, which will, in my own opinion, constitute my happiness, without reference to you, or to any person so wholly unconnected with me." -Elizabeth to Lady Catherine, when the latter spoke to her regarding Mr Darcy's intentions towards Elizabeth and what Elizabeth's answer would be.

"How despicably have I acted!' she cried. - 'I, who have prided myself on my discernment! - I, who have valued myself on my abilities!" - After reading Mr Darcy's letter

"I could easily forgive his pride, if he had not mortified mine." - Talking about Mr Darcy

Every disposition of the ground was good; and she looked on the whole scene, the river, the trees scattered on its banks, and the winding of the valley, as far as she could trace it. -When she first saw Pemberley.

Jane Bennet

"It is very often nothing but our own vanity that deceives us. Women fancy admiration means more than it does."

Mary Bennet

Vanity and pride are different things, though the words are often used synonymously. A person may be proud without being vain. Pride relates more to our opinion of ourselves, vanity to what we would have others think of us.

Sunday, June 28, 2009

from my hp's note function 6

my friends, my thoughts are so confused... my heart so unsure... but be assured that i am trying to make sense of what you have shared with me. i hope, you will find it in your hearts and minds to understand my situation... my difficulties... my worries and concerns. and i pray, that you see my innocence and lack of bad intentions. how i wish... you could see into me... and see that i meant no harm, to anyone.

but now... i simply feel ill... feel queasy... maybe it was because lunch was bad, but more likely it is because the lunch conversation is disturbing. (deep breath)

i wont blog about my problems for now... not before i got it sort out at least... but please be patient with me...

here is some stuff i wrote in my hp's note function:

25th June - Have u seen it? the orange tip of the moon?

12th June - The heart of the sun. The heart of the son.

8th June - A stranger to early morning breakfast of buttered bread n milo. i was delightfully charmed by the locals at my neighbouring tables. a circle of vivacious old ladies sharing about their weekend adventure, old couples going about their morning date. man of middle ages indulging in smoke and kopiO. Their eyes lost in the glory of years past.

Thursday, June 25, 2009

Wednesday, June 24, 2009

photograph #24 - A poem

a favorite book,
the photo album
has seen better days.
yet unmistakable it is
the loving care it receives
from tender human hands.

pages as days
maintaining the memories
of the time past and spent.
capturing faces of smiles and tears,
in dark black and white
and even multi-color.

dog-eared and folded
is a well flipped page
and in the centre-
the Mona Lisa of
a photograph
titled "A Perfect Day"

it is smallish
and fuzzy
blurry and faint
a dreamy quality
from watercolor painting
using a very light hand

off centre is
an image of 2
people frozen in
mid-stride and mid smile
against the backdrop
of a spray of warm rain.

clearly of certain
sentimental value
this photo is-
of 2 friends
which made eachother's day
perfect in every way

by me

Monday, June 22, 2009

not cute at all

my faults are many, and included in the long list is clumsiness and carelessness.
They seem harmless enough... but when they come into contact with the human heart... the flunk out big time.