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Yeah! had a really good time on Friday after my family join me at the pool... hahah!!! just like old times!!!! cant believe it was so fun... we had too much fun i think... i drank some pool water!!! EEEKKKK!

Today i shopped alone... went to Borders but din't get any thing!!! proud eh? haha.... when i was about to go back home i was caught by the storm @ ochard... soak my birkenstock! the white one some more... man...

But i arrive home to home cook food by my mom! Yesh! my fav dish - tofu!!! muahahaha... tmr i will have to work hard! for the work i am supposed to do. :) keep the tags coming in!

some times i am quiet, some time... i am loud

i feel as if i dun really fit some times... i guess because we come from such different TIME that it is difficult to sync our wave lengths and conversation topics. Maybe that is why i dont say so much... i just have nothing to contribute and if it is nothing good... why waste my energy contributing eh?

but some times, if the topic is right.. i just go blabbering away... some times it doesnt take much to make me silly and incredibly lame. i also love being a nuisance... no questions there. i do enjoy making other people frustrated and irritated. Skye will know that.. haha..

some times, i think i am giant among men... that explains why i do some really unbelievable things. like fight with kids for usage of internet at McDonald (hello? kids are generally selfish & they DUN talk to strangers)... like how i go against my boss... when i know i really should just shut up. haha... and how i raise my fist and shake at under the noses of people bigger than me... haha

but maybe, just maybe.. it could be that i implicitly trust people. i mean, i trust that even if i dont speak, the silence is comfortable for both parties. i trust that people will trust me... that i will only use 2 minutes of the internet... that people will not bully me unreasonably... and that people are nice...

this was a sore point in the last relationship... because my trust get exploited and that gives people looking after me lots of work... should i change? is this bad? it will be really really hard to change this..

i am happy being who i am...

Cansado!

cansado! So busy, i do not really have time to blog...
muchos trabajo! i just completed 1 presentation
and there are lot of stuff just piling away...
voy a dormir, hasta la vista en mi sueño!
im dreaming of going vacation... hee... so i am sure looking forward to my dreams. you guys can come along.. haha... free tickets (going loco)

Missing de good ode days

Enjoy MLTR. Remember how happy we were as children.. :)

Dun be sad if it rains.

even the sky needs to cry some times.
huge buckets of tears to cleanse its soul.
it will be only cold and lonely for a bit.
and when it's over-the sky will shine again.

everyone has rainy seasons
but when the sun comes up again
things not only look better
but really feels better.
dont you wish for rainbows?