Details- flight details.

Flight: SQ0851
Date: 06SEP
Time (Departure at GZ): 1325
Time (Arrive at SG): 1725

the new guy and my first time

yup... rem prev posts... i talk about the co.'s recruitment.... yup THAT guy is hired... well... i cant blamed them for being inpatient... but... hm.... v risky.... anyways.... i have been teaching him the routine... and this week (since today is a sunday) will be all him doing the work and me monitoring his ability to handle the stuff....

okok.... boring huh... the exciting stuff... i went river rafting today... damn fun... but i heard could be better... more thrilling in other parts of china... but still it was really cool and a first for me... so yup! First time at River rafting!!! but im sure i will develop bruises in no time... at my butt and heels... strange place huh (heels)? anyway... lots of clothes to wash... things to pack and no idea where to start man!!!

"Never better" - Hermione G. (with a british accent)

yup... i think that sums up my feeling right about... now!

Never better, never more assured that my decision to leave is the right/ CORRECT one.

i know better than any1... what are the things i will miss... the things.. i may never get back unless im overseas... and i miss them sorely, pathetically.

But, to stay true to myself... to my CORE well-being....i know i have to leave. i know i am a survivor in the LONG RUN. you may think otherwise. Go ahead, i give u leave to do so.

i have never pretended to be someone who is easily understood... in fact i lamented about just the opposite...

Sorry, i dont fit a mold.

plagued even in my dreams

... my time in GZ is slipping thr my fingers and yet... i dun seem to be able to do what i really want with it.. it is just kinda weird... and i feel a puppet... can someone pls cut the freaking string?!!!!!!!
and my nights... gosh... terrible i tell u.... my dreams are on the verge of disturbing... not only do they have elements of reality in them... but they are all negativity and darkness....(read terminal and frustrating....) sheesh.... wat is with all these crap going on in my life huh?

pissed*#

Standard of Living

do you rem to story of the Ring of Gyges????
This ring supposedly could give the wearer the power of invisibility. wat it say is that when man can disregard the consequence of his action (such as not being judged etc) he will do evil...

when singaporeans leave singapore and with it (the numerous fines and laws, and watchful eyes of people who know them) do all of them seem to gain a ring of gyges?

i do not... but it is difficult i tell you.... how do you hold on to your principles and standard of living (the kind of actions you take in your daily life), when ur environment does not inhibit negative actions and there is little social disapproval when do commit these actions?

i am not defending these people who 出了家门，到别处撒野！他们真的破坏我们的形象及名誉！They should really go some corner and rot and die!!! muahahahah!!!! (creepy grace.... hahaha)

kk... gtg rest