i love to go thr arches, doorways, between pillars.. and everytime i do so... i hope and held my breath... that maybe i will be transported to somewhere magical.
i know it is foolish.. but.. some how i wish i am living another life.
Friday, April 6, 2012
Disturb and needy
Disturbed, in a disequilibrium i am seeking an anchor. Seeking shelter, a sanctuary, a personal Eden.
Where is my teddy bear? I need your understanding and tolerance, your generous hug and non-judgemental eyes.
Pancakes and hot coco did not calm my uneasiness. I think I need a bedtime chat with you tonight. And you to watch over me in my troubled sleep.
Where is my teddy bear? I need your understanding and tolerance, your generous hug and non-judgemental eyes.
Pancakes and hot coco did not calm my uneasiness. I think I need a bedtime chat with you tonight. And you to watch over me in my troubled sleep.
Wednesday, March 21, 2012
Seriously random
Listening to 豆浆油条, and I seem to recall my past romance. The beginning always seem so pure and wholesome. So uncomplicated.
Curled up in my plastic chair, I look forward to my coming adventure. How the night will be on my diving trip, surrounded by friends and cousins.. Staring into a star-filled sky, the tired yawns and random laughters.
To friends flying overseas, friends flying to Singapore. I can't wait to catch up with you all! My life is so enriched because of your presence. And one day when you have your own life.. Will I have enough to sustain my need to activities?
On to another Chinese ballad... With the wind blowing at my nape, my hair still cold and wet. I wish life is as breezy as the wind. Light and gentle, caressing..
Have you thought how much of our life is base on facts and how much on faith? Facts being truths that we can prove. Faith being truths that we can't. Because I think most of us think we based more on facts when in reality and careful thought, we live our lives mainly on blind faith.
Do I believe in another world under the sea? Do I believe there are aliens? Do I believe that God exist? Do I believe in the evil? Hell yes! Do I believe in good? Hm... Lol. Sadly, is its a lot harder to believe in good than evil.
If, and that is a big "if"(like it isn't already) life becomes a never ending up slope... And you want to give up. Will you remember that what is important it is who climbed with you and not how much you climbed?
Progressed to blogging on my bed. And all I think of is the delicious thai food that paste a smile on my face.
Curled up in my plastic chair, I look forward to my coming adventure. How the night will be on my diving trip, surrounded by friends and cousins.. Staring into a star-filled sky, the tired yawns and random laughters.
To friends flying overseas, friends flying to Singapore. I can't wait to catch up with you all! My life is so enriched because of your presence. And one day when you have your own life.. Will I have enough to sustain my need to activities?
On to another Chinese ballad... With the wind blowing at my nape, my hair still cold and wet. I wish life is as breezy as the wind. Light and gentle, caressing..
Have you thought how much of our life is base on facts and how much on faith? Facts being truths that we can prove. Faith being truths that we can't. Because I think most of us think we based more on facts when in reality and careful thought, we live our lives mainly on blind faith.
Do I believe in another world under the sea? Do I believe there are aliens? Do I believe that God exist? Do I believe in the evil? Hell yes! Do I believe in good? Hm... Lol. Sadly, is its a lot harder to believe in good than evil.
If, and that is a big "if"(like it isn't already) life becomes a never ending up slope... And you want to give up. Will you remember that what is important it is who climbed with you and not how much you climbed?
Progressed to blogging on my bed. And all I think of is the delicious thai food that paste a smile on my face.
Tuesday, March 20, 2012
Thoughts.
Martin Luther said "if I rest, I rust." Sometimes, I feel that way, that my life should be spent in activity till I have none left. Because to be idle is a scary thought.
Someone older and more experienced told me that I shouldn't be playing so much. That I need to grow up and realized that I have alot of responsibilities and obligations to take up. I need to travel less, spent less, play less and make more money and save more for the future.
What future? The world is ending aint it? Yeah I know I sound flippant. It is a cover up, my lack of levity. Trust me, my soul is heavy and I feel like giving up sometimes. If only you understand my untold fears and worries.
Still waters.. What do they say about them? That they run deep? Beware the silent and quiet because they maybe the most dangerous.
Absence makes the heart fonder but out of sight, out of mind. Which is truer?
Can love and fear co-exist?
Someone older and more experienced told me that I shouldn't be playing so much. That I need to grow up and realized that I have alot of responsibilities and obligations to take up. I need to travel less, spent less, play less and make more money and save more for the future.
What future? The world is ending aint it? Yeah I know I sound flippant. It is a cover up, my lack of levity. Trust me, my soul is heavy and I feel like giving up sometimes. If only you understand my untold fears and worries.
Still waters.. What do they say about them? That they run deep? Beware the silent and quiet because they maybe the most dangerous.
Absence makes the heart fonder but out of sight, out of mind. Which is truer?
Can love and fear co-exist?
Friday, March 16, 2012
There is life in space.
How do I know that there is life in space? Because every time I look up into the stars, they answer back!
Those pinheads of light, are peepholes into my soul. and no matter how my soul echo, there is a resounding tremble.
That even if I am alone, I am with friends.
Those pinheads of light, are peepholes into my soul. and no matter how my soul echo, there is a resounding tremble.
That even if I am alone, I am with friends.
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