All that anger

It was a really really nice dinner and a really really shity ktv. Hahah ok not true la. The ktv is ok except that as usual i sux at it. I could put aside the pain in my stomach till I finally reach home- I immediately put some oilment on it and rub forcefully. My brother had to ask me for my mom's petrol card pin number just as I go to bath. Hello??? I pass u after la! But he wouldn't listen and insisted on it. So I LL have to go back to my bedroom, find my phone n find the number I saved on my notes function. I was really pissed with his attitude. Moreover, before I could come out, I hear him asking for his clothes which he left in the bathroom. So I said, "ya sure watever, wait I am coming out." when I did, he scold "F**k". And I'm like.... What?
Gosh, i felt terribly unbalanced, I mean hello??! I got u the info u wanted, when you wanted, had to put my wants behind yours, don't get any appreciation and still have to listen to your "F**k"?!?!?!?
If I hate you every now and then- it's fine wat! Makes perfect sense eh!? Sheesh. Looking at how I get treated at home, is it any wonder why sometimes I am a spoilt brat outside? Always being stubbon?

Thank you, my friends for puttig up with me on bad days.

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Goodbye & Goodnight

And the last step was made,
as my body prepared for bed.

I finally reach home at 11. Tired and sad. It has been a tiring day, I feel like I lost 2 friends today. 1 to distance, the other to miscommunication. I honestly don't know which is more permenent.

My feet hurts even with them propped on the bed. I think I must have over walked or stand today. My eyes play tricks with me as I spell and re-spell my words.

I think I love my friends too much to ever consider them bf material, not that they are not qualified but seriously I love them too much la. Friendship is forever, but love is unpredictable.

I think I should take a break soon. Feel so tired not just physically and mentally, I think spiritually also. Need to sleep le.

I love u guys, maybe I dun tell u often enough but seriously, i do.



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Post wedding

I have been too indulgent with myself. Taking cabs so often these days. Now on a cab back home. Can't wait to take off my makeup and bath. I need to sleep! Plus tmr morning is an early day.

P.S. The wedding have finally been concluded.

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Thinking of you

It is a calming thing to realize that I am comfortably seated, and could just look out of the window and dream or think of useless things. The quiet makes my breathe stand out and amplified my thoughts. And they are all about people.
To the various Yous out there. I miss you. I worry about you flying away. I feel your loss. I look forward to your future. I want to know how you are doing now.
And I wonder if you are thinking of me now.

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Shuttle bus to work

I listen and watch Owl City's Vanillia Twilight MTV as I trot to work. The music is vastly different from my current mood. And in my woolgathering, my phone winked at me making me smile. The shuttle bus came in no time, verily small handful of people and cheered me up. Lastly, I remembered it is a holdiay tomorrow- Gd Friday. And my mood got even better. Happy holiday ya all!

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