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You are born in a time of excess and abundance. Your wishes were my commands. You think the world is at your feet and expects me to bend over backwards for you. You are so full of yourself and maybe this is because you are still young or maybe this is because of your up-bringing. We are so different, it is as if we are separated by more than a decade.

Nevertheless, remember that at work, I call the shots.

i wish for you all....

Maybe I am too persistent, the DISC profiling can attest to that. I am a IS and super low for C. (if you know what that means, good for you, if you don’t… it dun matter that much anyway)

I really really believe that life is what I make of it. And that whenever possible, I should always be in the pursuit of my happiness. Of course, my happiness should not be at the expense of others’ but if they clash, sometimes, maybe, I will have to review it on a case by case basis.

But, my point is that life doesn’t come with its fair share of happiness but we are all endowed to search for it, to fight for it, to grab it by its tail and to keep it close to our hearts!

So, do you know what makes you happy? Not just contented… but to be filled to the brim and overflowing with joy? Have you taken the first steps to find out just what completes you? What lifts you? Have you actively and pro-actively search for such things? Spending time with love ones doesn’t count here because it is more of like a group activity.

They are not big things mind you… they can be the little things in life… for me, they are delicious pieces of tenderloin steak, good books, rare songs, raindrops beating on my body, a peaceful swim, breathtaking natural scenery, stimulating conversations… and there are other things of cos…

I am thankful that I know what makes me happy and would seek them out or activate them when I need some boost in my emotional level. Happiness takes effort… like duh right? I mean it is not a right of birth… it is something that we have to work for, it is something that we have to work at… some times, it is a choice… and we have to make the call TO BE HAPPY!

My dears, I wish you know what makes you happy and do them often… because life is short and really… everyday should be a happy day. And if you have not found what makes you happy… look harder. And if you are unable to do what makes you happy… challenge that!

We hold these truths to be self-evident, that all men are created equal, that they are endowed by their Creator with certain unalienable Rights, that among these are Life, Liberty and the pursuit of Happiness.
- The unanimous Declaration of the thirteen united States of America

Sorry & Good nite

i know i have been neglecting my blog... duh, quite obvious... so i thought i better find many many things which could explain my absence.

1. i spent Fri & Sat at SAFRA chalet
2. i read Harry Potter & the Half-Blooded prince once more
3. I am reading the Tipping Point
4. Preparing review ppt slides + ECDA
5. Went IKEA and became a friend
6. Fix the chair that i bought from IKEA
7. Dinners out + movies
8. Swam
9. Use my UOB ladies Credit Card (see pt. 5)
10. Thinking up more excuses... lol

But seriously... im really busy.. and despite that i only have 1 pt regarding work in my list (see pt. 4)... the day to day stuff is already overwhelming me...

kk.. my bed is calling me. nitez

to my daughter...

if you ask me how a mother's love is like... i would tell you its like a sister's love, a girlfriend's love... but a lot more protective.

if you ask me how a father's love is like... i... i wouldnt be able to tell you exactly. but imagine the most beautiful love there can ever be for you... and that will be somewhere close to what a father's love is like....

and so... i really really pray i will give you a great daddy... and for you to have a love so incredible and magical, it could make you cry tears of joy... i wish for you to know how it feels to be held in your daddy's arms... to be cherished like a princess, to be prayed for by him, to be protected by him. to be love by him.

because i guess, some parts of me... really really miss that.... and i dun wan you to lose out on it. because there is nothing greater.

so all the guys out there... please be good fathers to your daughters... be a dad!

my 3rd & 4th July 2009

i spent 10pm - 6am on a hard and painful -excuciating painful bicycle seat.. completed slightly under 75 klick in the long night... thats around 75km 75,000m!!!! can u believe it? Definately a highlight of 2009!

my bollocks is so sore and my legs... wobberly.. when i hit the bed, i loss conscious. the next time i woke is close to 5pm!!!! there goes my saturday! shitttteee. but other than the soreness of my thighs, butts and some other parts

but still im super proud of myself for completing the whole ride... because after the stop at jalan kayu... i develop a terrible stomach pain- like gastric kind and almost wanted to call it quits... haha... very thankful for the people who encourage me all the way...

the most impt thing i have learnt? Dont ever do it again!!!!! at least not without training!!!!!!