Tuesday, March 11, 2008

and there is hope

think i might have a way to blog and see ur blogs... just that it will be a tedious process.
quick post of how im doing...
not v satisfied with my current accomodation... but i will tolerate. miss you guys.

Monday, March 10, 2008

Bon Voyage!


if you guys do not see any post here within 2 weeks... pls check the link "Grace in GZ" at the HER PALS area. Also, you can email me. my usual hp no. will be be useful for a few weeks and later it will only be utilise when i come back to sg. So, wat ever it is. do not delete my hp no!!! or else!

Sunday, March 9, 2008

Flight details

hi guys... my flight is at 8.10am tomorrow!!!
i will be at Changi T3 at 6.30am.
only a few family members will be there.
if you guys wan to come join us do inform me.
So far... J.L.T and some Actsmen will be there rite?
Of cos, my bf will be there too.

Reminder: no tears for farewell k?

Saturday, March 8, 2008

the road to being a strong woman

i believe that people grow stronger through experiencing difficulties. 吃的苦中苦,方为人上/中人。and i guess...this must have been in-grained into me by my parents. mom gave me the chinese phrase again today. obviously, the road ahead is tough and challenging. obviously it will be something out of my comfort zone. obviously i will feel sad to leave my friends and family and worry about my safety and ability to cope in a different country.

But that all fades into the background when i see this as an opportunity to grow, to stike out on my own (with help and support), to test my abilities and to prove to myself and people around me what i know i am capable of.

In the face of uncertainty and maybe adversity, will i still be grace even under pressure? Will i stand for what i believe? Be the best i can be? Can i make it in this world? Will i be able to pick myself up after a fall and carry on? Will i still have my friends beside me after long absences? So many questions which may be never be answered if i do not step out of my comfort zone.

i am so afraid, but i know what i must do and why. Because i want to grow, because i dont want to remain stagnant at where i am now, because i know this will be good for me- career and personal-life wise. i want to be a strong woman, like my mother, like my grandmother.

Yihui, relationships dont fail, its people that do. I will try my best not to fail our relationship because i love you and cherish all that we have and all that we will have in the future.

Thursday, March 6, 2008

what im doing these days

1. Creating a photo stand (using a calendar i got from Joanne, thanks babe!) [pls pardon the amature work... it really is... haha.. plus i got no money to invest in more pretty deco. stuff.] if you do not see ur pic here... do not panic... these are the more "can see" ones... haha.. some are really plain n er... not nice. of cos not everyone is covered in the album... i only have limited time (4 more days!!!!!) and i dun have ur photos!!!! yup yup
2. Packing... or... preparing the packing... so many things... dont know where to start...
3. Going to the dentist, clinics (yes, 's' because i need to take travel vaccins and i suddenly develop allergies... to dun noe wat.. doc say it could be anything and it does not seem to be a fixed allergy.
4. Spending time with bf and family... must be hard... i noe. because i feel it too.
5. Backing up computer... impt stuff
yup.. tat is about all in a nutshell... lots more to do i guess.. just not sure where to start man... will update the flight details tmr or later... its ok guys... i understand if u guys cannot make it to send me off, i totally understand and forgive u all, in fact i dun take to heart one... (this is me saying im not good at saying goodbyes).