Tuesday, January 31, 2012

The mirror?

I keep looking up to it. This celestial mirror which is currently a small shard of what it could be. I don't use it to see myself and yet I am still pulled to it.
It truly reflects and I and all life will be at a lost if it fails.

Sunday, January 29, 2012

Quotes

To all the independent women and all those women striving for independence:

I see when men love women. They give them but a little of their lives. But women when they love give everything.
- Oscar Wilde quotes

Promise me you'll always remember: You're braver than you believe, and stronger than you seem, and smarter than you think.
- A. A Milne




Saturday, January 28, 2012

January

Its seems like a 60 day january this year. So much has happened to filled it up and I am kinda looking forward to it ending soon.

I just want to move on... To feb and then to march and then to who knows what.

Wednesday, January 25, 2012

Starting work tmr

Many things going on in my head. But I need to not think so much about it and just concentrate on what is real.

Family is real, friends are real. Work is real, real hard. And everything else is hopefully, maybe...

Tuesday, January 24, 2012

Lunar new year 2012

The lunar new year festival is a time for family, a time to open up our houses to close friends and relatives. It is a time to catch up with people in your life who you don't see or talk to as frequent as you should. And for me, this year is a little more than that.

Maybe I have always been a little apart and on my own, I keep things to myself and don't let myself bond closer with my relatives. Maybe I need to allow myself to open up a bit more to these important people in my life.

This year is my 27th... And it is really pressurizing not to have a partner but I have on good authority to let things progress on it's own and not to worry to much about it.

This year I have a new job... I wonder how that will turn out but I am optimistic about it!

This year there will be changes and I will need family and friends to be supportive.

This year, I hope that I lived it as fully as I can.

This year, I wan my pals to call me up randomly just for meet ups and gatherings.

This year I want to travel.

This year I want to dive.

This year I want to put my family first and myself second.

This year, this year I want to fulfill all that and more.

Wednesday, January 11, 2012

3rd month!!

... Placement cake :)
Is this the job for me?

Am I too soft? Lack confidence? Too serious? Or is it that I am too content, too happy with routine?

Why do people think and feel so much at the witching hour?

It's goodnight yet goodmorning