My brother is recuperating at home after his op. And as he couldn't speak, he is unable to call out his pain or for us to help. So, to get our attention, he would call home from his mobile which goes everywhere with him and now rests on his bed.
Just got a called for painkillers, naseus spray and water. He told me and my mom (the only ones who heard the home phone ring). When I brought him the medi, his face was pale and he seems in extreme pain.
Gosh, I just want him to be back to his old self! Healthy, annoying me as usual, not this helpless person that make me feel so worried and concerned.
Saturday, June 25, 2011
Things to do before 30 (2007)
Some people wondered how come I took up horse riding. And I explained it's because I wanted to complete my things to do before 30 list... Lol. Don't believe? This was 2007's entry that I managed to pull up.
Repost: Things I want to do before 30.
(this was a blog entry posted on July 2007. I was 22)
1. Learn to ride a horse (best if i can reach gallop stage)
- at trotting stage now
2. Learn to dive & Dive in overseas waters ( malaysia is fine)
- not yet. Maybe after horse riding lessons
3. Tour USA
- not yet... :(
4. Tour EU again ( Venice, France, Italy, Czech R., Scotland, England, etc)
- haiz...
5. Tour Japan
- this needs to be KIVed
6. Visit Cousin in Christchurch, N.Z. (before 25?)
- yup! When I was 25!
7. Learn another language (Spanish?)
- yup. Did it in SMU
8. Add 30 good books to my collection
- Hm... I dint count
9. Be surrounded with the same great pals i have and more
- yesh!
10. Settle down???
- erm... kIV?
11. Tour Ireland
- not yet...
Repost: Things I want to do before 30.
(this was a blog entry posted on July 2007. I was 22)
1. Learn to ride a horse (best if i can reach gallop stage)
- at trotting stage now
2. Learn to dive & Dive in overseas waters ( malaysia is fine)
- not yet. Maybe after horse riding lessons
3. Tour USA
- not yet... :(
4. Tour EU again ( Venice, France, Italy, Czech R., Scotland, England, etc)
- haiz...
5. Tour Japan
- this needs to be KIVed
6. Visit Cousin in Christchurch, N.Z. (before 25?)
- yup! When I was 25!
7. Learn another language (Spanish?)
- yup. Did it in SMU
8. Add 30 good books to my collection
- Hm... I dint count
9. Be surrounded with the same great pals i have and more
- yesh!
10. Settle down???
- erm... kIV?
11. Tour Ireland
- not yet...
Thursday, June 23, 2011
So much pain
I hope he recovers soon.
At least there are no more tubes and he is home.
But to have to ask for painkillers half way through his rest must be v terrible.
And to not be able to move your jaws must be unnatural and uncomfortable to say the least.
Please lessen his pain.
At least there are no more tubes and he is home.
But to have to ask for painkillers half way through his rest must be v terrible.
And to not be able to move your jaws must be unnatural and uncomfortable to say the least.
Please lessen his pain.
Wednesday, June 22, 2011
Be well!
Don't have time to visit bro. But heard from mom that maybe it was better that I dint go. She say he was heavily sedated with tubes everywhere and can't talk or move mouth. I hope the op was successful and he will recover soon and be in top form soon.
To my dearest and closest friends, may you guys always be in good health and not have to undergo unnecessary operations.
To my dearest and closest friends, may you guys always be in good health and not have to undergo unnecessary operations.
Monday, June 20, 2011
My bro's operation
I'm requesting for the safe and successful operation of my brother. Pls keep him safe throughout the op! Amen!
- Posted on my trusty ifone :)
- Posted on my trusty ifone :)
Sunday, June 19, 2011
Quotes on Finding & Being Yourself
To be nobody but yourself in a world which is doing its best, night and day, to make you everybody else means to fight the hardest battle which any human being can fight; and never stop fighting. ~e.e. cummings, 1955
All my life I had been looking for something, and everywhere I turned someone tried to tell me what it was. I accepted their answers too, though they were often in contradiction and even self-contradictory. I was naïve. I was looking for myself and asking everyone except myself questions which I, and only I, could answer. It took me a long time and much painful boomeranging of my expectations to achieve a realization everyone else appears to have been born with: that I am nobody but myself. ~Ralph Ellison, "Battle Royal"
He who trims himself to suit everyone will soon whittle himself away. ~Raymond Hull
Wherever you go, go with all your heart. ~Confucius
All my life I had been looking for something, and everywhere I turned someone tried to tell me what it was. I accepted their answers too, though they were often in contradiction and even self-contradictory. I was naïve. I was looking for myself and asking everyone except myself questions which I, and only I, could answer. It took me a long time and much painful boomeranging of my expectations to achieve a realization everyone else appears to have been born with: that I am nobody but myself. ~Ralph Ellison, "Battle Royal"
He who trims himself to suit everyone will soon whittle himself away. ~Raymond Hull
Wherever you go, go with all your heart. ~Confucius
Saturday, June 18, 2011
i was dued a major breakdown and it happen yesterday night
i was dued a major breakdown and it happened yesterday night.
Maybe we need to break into pieces before we can rebuild ourselves...
Thanks Jes for being there for me.
Maybe we need to break into pieces before we can rebuild ourselves...
Thanks Jes for being there for me.
Sunday, June 12, 2011
Terrible stomach
Gosh. Stomach rumbling like how the thunder is rumbling outside. I'm not hungry yet my stomach keeps making these noises. And I am so freaking uncomfortable even sleep is not helping.
Saturday, June 11, 2011
Scar - a poem
Like a scar on tar,
The clouds a-jarred,
Paving a highway
While the moon fades away.
So fast,
I walk past
And poof,
An empty roof.
my wound
Gone like the moon
But tomorrow makes
My scar awakes.
By me.
The clouds a-jarred,
Paving a highway
While the moon fades away.
So fast,
I walk past
And poof,
An empty roof.
my wound
Gone like the moon
But tomorrow makes
My scar awakes.
By me.
Thursday, June 9, 2011
Praying for health
Stomach feels weird. I applied the oil (ester) on my belly but it still feels uncomfortable. Haiz, is it possible to pray and get good heath? I can't concentrate if my stomach keeps making me unease. Just wan to curl up in bed and have a hot pillow on my stomach.
Wednesday, June 8, 2011
Monday, June 6, 2011
Break Even by The Script
... Cos i got time while she got freedom...
What am i supposed to do when the best part of me is always you...
When a heart breaks, it dont break even
What am i supposed to do when the best part of me is always you...
When a heart breaks, it dont break even
The sky above me- A Haiku
In crowded spaces
Where stars jostle for presence
The moon hangs by itself
- by me.
Where stars jostle for presence
The moon hangs by itself
- by me.
Ann's wedding weekend
The weekend was so busy and it flew by so fast...
Friday had dinner out and wasnt in the best of moods. Made a blooper and missed a movie date with my best pal... felt so terrible. But I made a trip to meet her for supper make up for it. :)
Saturday morning i went to see my doctor to take a blood test and while the doctor said i still look pale, my body seems ok and i just need to monitor and take pills when needed.
Then I met my Jes in town for Hangover 2 and it was LOL and crazy. We had Lunch at TCC which BTW is having a 1 for 1 main course/ pasta!!!
Then i head to Pasir Ris for my horse riding lesson, we did trotting with out instructors holding on man!!! it was so cool and damn tiring... i almost slipped off the horse (i mean pony) which was really scary. Do you know the pony weighs 400kg? And looks like a freaking horse?
My cousin and I ended up at SAF chalet at Changi as we went to celebrate her friend's kids birthday. 2 little precious girls. End up being back kind of late. Changi Village holds some very special memories for me....
Sunday I was up at 5.30am. Head to Ann's house at CCK for sister duties. :) It was a damp morning and a wet afternoon but it was a lovely wedding. While traveling we got lost and ended up going to Woodlands Checkpoint and had to make a U-turn at the customs...... lol. Seriously! luckily the bride and groom arent in our car. The wedding dinner was a sweet affair, lots of love and laughter. I met Joanne again, the last time must be years back... lol and yes, I hope the next time wont be at either mine or her wedding cos that will be way too long. It was really nice spending time with Joanne and Ron :) and meeting the other sisters - Charlotte and Melissa.
My Anngel, I am so happy for you! The family seems nice and Bryan looks like he will really shower you with love and care. And I know you love him very much :) Truely, I think you guys really inspire me with your love... I hope the best for both of you!!! Dun be strangers when you guys head back to Adelaide ok? And Ann, from what I have seen of Bryan, he seems like a nice guys, down to earth, intelligent and caring, plus he has a good loving family, so I am really glad you guys are going to be together! I will try arrange a holiday in Aussie to meet u guys and for a promised day at Gold Coast! So, that i can check up on hows he is treating you and also get a free tour guide... :)
Friday had dinner out and wasnt in the best of moods. Made a blooper and missed a movie date with my best pal... felt so terrible. But I made a trip to meet her for supper make up for it. :)
Saturday morning i went to see my doctor to take a blood test and while the doctor said i still look pale, my body seems ok and i just need to monitor and take pills when needed.
Then I met my Jes in town for Hangover 2 and it was LOL and crazy. We had Lunch at TCC which BTW is having a 1 for 1 main course/ pasta!!!
Then i head to Pasir Ris for my horse riding lesson, we did trotting with out instructors holding on man!!! it was so cool and damn tiring... i almost slipped off the horse (i mean pony) which was really scary. Do you know the pony weighs 400kg? And looks like a freaking horse?
My cousin and I ended up at SAF chalet at Changi as we went to celebrate her friend's kids birthday. 2 little precious girls. End up being back kind of late. Changi Village holds some very special memories for me....
Sunday I was up at 5.30am. Head to Ann's house at CCK for sister duties. :) It was a damp morning and a wet afternoon but it was a lovely wedding. While traveling we got lost and ended up going to Woodlands Checkpoint and had to make a U-turn at the customs...... lol. Seriously! luckily the bride and groom arent in our car. The wedding dinner was a sweet affair, lots of love and laughter. I met Joanne again, the last time must be years back... lol and yes, I hope the next time wont be at either mine or her wedding cos that will be way too long. It was really nice spending time with Joanne and Ron :) and meeting the other sisters - Charlotte and Melissa.
My Anngel, I am so happy for you! The family seems nice and Bryan looks like he will really shower you with love and care. And I know you love him very much :) Truely, I think you guys really inspire me with your love... I hope the best for both of you!!! Dun be strangers when you guys head back to Adelaide ok? And Ann, from what I have seen of Bryan, he seems like a nice guys, down to earth, intelligent and caring, plus he has a good loving family, so I am really glad you guys are going to be together! I will try arrange a holiday in Aussie to meet u guys and for a promised day at Gold Coast! So, that i can check up on hows he is treating you and also get a free tour guide... :)
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